i’M not dead

I’m not dead just have been going and going and going. We are building up to send off teams so my mind has been on other things. I do though have some projects that im working on that I will be asking some of you for some help. So the lawn is mowed there is a banana nut muffin in my stomach and 30 rock on the tv before I head to the office. Oh this is something new. I had to do a devotional the other day. I’m always really nervous when I do them because many times I kinda babble. I never study as much as I should and I end up reading three chapters and saying “mmm isnt that good” Well this time I shortened the amount of verses and actually studied. I felt pretty good about it. Good times. I saw Lion for lambs. Robert Redford is an actors actor. Very good. When he said “Rome is Burning” he is real good. I wonder if Im a flaming liberal. I think that’s the term. Hmmm. Dont know what my bosses would think of that. I need to think about that. Life has been grand. Spring is in the air. Ok this was just a short note

My hope

So I was thinking about this on the way to best buy to pick up some toys. I bought some speakers and such.. but that is not the reason of my hope. So here is what I was thinking about.   I dont want a typical family.  I want forgive the term a multicultural family. But let me not get ahead of myself. I was talking to friend of mine whitney and we kinda fell into a discussion about taking risk. Well not really a discussion because we were ichatting  anyway that’s what got me thinking.  So I decided to write it down. I guess I could write some vague face book message like  “working it out” or “hoping it happens soon” or “Maybe she’ll look at me” and put it out there only looking for someone to ask me “so what was that about”  Taylor another friend of mine thinks I did that in an earlier post.  Sorry to tell you Taylor I saw something in Relevant magazine and wanted to see if it would work so I played around with it a bit. I wrote about some highschool stuff ok Im getting way off course here.  Family.  I say find who you love and open up your pool a bit.  it seems to me to be a waste to define your parameters in first deciding if they look like you.  I was going to talk about a personal experience but I need to ask permission before doing that.  Not being vague being nice which I have been accused of not being.  (side note just started watching a short called West Bank story will tell you about that later)  Any way I want a house filled with culture.  Life seems so short

You know funny that I say this and the point to this short is just like west side story only its the west bank. An Israeli soldier falls in love with a waitress at a kabob house.  You laugh so much you have to cry.  But that’s another story.  She gave gave him humus and he thought they sad Hamas the comedy insues. The Kosher King shop is encroaching in on the Kabob house the kosher machine is now on the other side of the fence.

So now that I have side tracked myself numerous times I should start to conclude. My I should have married Angelina Jolie.  Whatever you think of her I like the idea of what her family looks like.  Ok so yeah. Oh yeah and thats why I like Love Actually great pictures of love.

If you saw me today it looked like I was having a crappy day. not really crappy I’m kinda living in a fog right now.  Camp is underway and I’m a little out of it. I almost picked a fight with one of my bosses. Stupid move.  Tour for next year is underway and I need to see how I will fit in there and im off in the  morning to Atlanta.  Here is a secret and dont tell anyone I would do it all over again. I’ll get it together tomorrow.

Oh and Im trying a new thing well its not new.  no reading over posts.