I have no good ideas

Ok Church. So Erin a girl I work with invited me to her church with her husband. It was great.  You ever feel like you are somewhere that feels like home.  (other than your home)  I dont know if its that level but it just felt good.  Lately at church ive felt that ive had to do evaluate or well I felt like I was at work.  The minister said something that caused me to pause. he said something about forgetting your own spiritual health.  I’ve done that for sometime.  Anyway this is a little out there and I’m not really writing clear but that’s all I got. I’ll be back there again.  I hope she wont mind.   I’ll let you know how it goes.

Today was a suck day for me. It started with moving stuff in our warehouse early this morning.  The more I moved the more I started throwing stuff around. Seeing stuff that had been moved from place to place. Well lets just say I needed to just move on. It was one of those moments when I should have just gone home.  Never took that comp day or is it days that I was supposed. Guess what folks dont look for me in the month of August. I’ll either be traveling or I’m going to go to some state and  live there for a month. It with be my tenth anniversary so see ya sucker.

Anyway so after moving that stuff I snapped at Taylor (another dude I work with) ( yes, I have apologized, Ive gotten good at that) I think I snapped at Erin (girl who invited me to church) and the list goes on and on.  I kinda failed them when it came to keeping us on a time line for some projects. Maybe I should start a blog about how bosses can screw up. Man would I have a list or am I not supposed to admit those things.  I dont even remember when I started doing this boss thing.

Last I’m watching a new show.  ALong with the other MTv show. Kings.

So you would think a guy who tries to retell bible stories would have gotten it. Once again Chris who has never seen the show had to fill me in. It is a modern day telling of David’s story.  Why didn’t we tell that story.  I really am starting to like it. The funny thing is before I knew the story I thought it was a little mystical how Samuel talked to the king. Is that what Christians look to unbelievers. Yeah I think so. Anyway I’m really getting into it. Good stuff. You should check it out.

Your moment of zen. I dont care who you are this is funny

great night

this group did a great job tonight finally getting in the groove I think. So jason almost got in a fight with a dude.  It was awesome.  Kristian ended the night pretty awesome.  Adrian smells like girl lotion right now.  It’s kinda funny. Dont tell him I said that. I went to work out tonight with Chip. Good guy I think. I need two weeks where i’m home all week.  I think I know what i want to write about. Oh and there was something I was supposed to tell you about. Ah that book. Here it is. We talked a little about thi on the way down here. great read.

yesterday

That was me watching an incredible scene of mean girls Jocks, Alabama boy haircut teens hanging out in the brookhills youth room. Yesterdays post was about how nervous I was meeting the kids that we are taking to Boluxi fora short mission trip. I lost all of it so you will just have to imagine. During the meeting a kid came in real late. Dressed with a satchel bag… trendy glasses and retro shirt. At the end of the meeting Wes asked “So any questions?” He asks “What was the meeting about?” Haaaaa Ha aha ha ha aha aha !!  If he had said that in one of our meetings he would be made fun of to no end.  Ah teenagers.  Today I head of to another event and as soon as I get back late Saturday night I leave sunday morning around 7:00 AM. There is never good time for a mission trip. Thanks Faith for kicking me in the teeth about what I do for my church. My bags for that are already packed so all I have to do is come home sleep and leave the next morning.

In other news take a look at this. It may be the most ridiculous thing you have ever seen.

The quality is good. print came out great.. XXL is now a little too big for me but we will see after I wash it. American Apparel shirts arent preshrunk so we will see how that goes. I’ll start putting some together when I have some more time.

van rides suck

I realized that I’ve been using the word suck a lot. Weird I know. Well I wasn’t in a van heading home. I rode with the great Matt Glover we talked for the first half then I passed out and allowed well I let him drive us the whole way back. For some strange reason instead of going to bed i’m sitting on my computer doing this.  My plan was for this to be not that long just a short update to let you know everything is ok. I’m still trying to think if this blog is supposed to be about something. They say the most successful blogs are about something.  I dont think me is enough. Maybe you all can help me out with that. What is this supposed to be about. Peace. Oh so I’m going on a mission trip. What have I gotten my self into.

really thinking about this

you saw the shirt and chuckled a little bit. I am really contemplated this. Many of you know the legend that is me when it comes to grammar spelling etc.  In Elementary school I was given a commodore 64 and before that I had one of those word processors. I learned how to type by 8th grade and forgot one thing. How to do the simplest things like the English language.  Anyway I have embraced it. It still frustrates me when I try to but sentences together and don’t get it.  Guess what I was an elementary school teacher. Makes you nervous right. I’m that teacher they are talking about that they are trying to get out of the class room.  Ok back to the point. I have been thinking of what I could do to help the world hunger initiative and compassion in a monetary way. Yes I will always pump sponsorship but I was looking to do something else. Well this is it.  I am thinking about a line of these shirts and any profit goes to that cause. Strange I know but I was talking with Andy about it today and more and more I’d like to give it a go. I had said I wanted a little project and what better way to experiment than to do this. If it doesn’t work I  thought I could just give them away. I’m going to think about that tonight instead of editing those dang pictures.  I’m still at the office and I need to get home. So I guess this is good by. I’ll post a couple for you to look at. This could be real lame or have something to it. Look for some here tonight.

Hey and if you need a desk top photo of me just let me know more people should put my head on their desktop.  Peace

P.S. May have found a bug. I can’t add a link to a person. Andy was who I was trying for….I’m testing out this new Safari….Hmmm WordPress you working on this?

need to meet

I’m two days into the new blog. I feel like I didnt do anything today and I didnt start going through emails until I got home. That is not a good day. I had a little freak out moment when a bunch of the guys were in my office. Switching between creative…administrative..managerial…well you get the point. I felt I wasnt doing either of those well.  I just finished writing couple video ideas that I hope my partners will make better and I’m thinking about working on some photos.  I probably won’t ….I’ve been thinking of working out before bed but I think I will leave it for the morning and keep on my routine. As you can tell I’m starting to shut down.  I’m planning on visiting a church this weekend.  More on that later. (That’s what you say when you doing really want to talk about it but you like bringing it up)

So they’ve been saying that people more easily talk about financial problems. I’m not about to start but I was talking to Hannah the other day about a great This American Life that gave us a great break down of how we got to where we are. Dont worry it’s not a partisan thing. I’ll link it here. Giant Pool of Money Then once you listen to that. Here is one on the banking system real cool. I’m actually in the middle of this one. Bad Bank Well I hope this helps. Hey keep you chin up.  I’ll tell you about my dating life in the next post. That’ll cheer you up.

I remember what I was going to write about my friends AAron and BUsh are in Haiti doing something very ultra cause driven for compassion. Well they told us to tell others so here is me telling others.  If you want to follow them

BLOG & TWITTER LINKS:
bush blog: www.stevenbush.org
bush twitter: www.twitter.com/stevenbush
ivey blog: www.aaronivey.com
ivey twitter: www.twitter.com/aaronivey

I just got word that they didnt make it to Haiti today…weather.

Today

So today i’m in a bit of a fog. But what I’ve learned is that you just have to get through it. I came back last night.  All my dearst friends came to meet me at the airport. It was a festive scene.  A little joke.  No it was good to be home….I left a bit of a mess so I’m going to clean up a bit today before I head to houston.  I dont remember the last time that I was there.  Ok so I worked on a couple pics so you will need to put your own story to these. Oh that be a better writer thing is not working out.

So there you go.

Some things are black and white

Today I met the child that I sponsor. Oliver. Sorry not much to say. Didn’t really take any photos.  Didn’t really feel like it. Brokedown during in interview of one of the LDP students. Brokedown visiting Oliver’s home.  We gave some gifts and we brought food for the mom and dad.  Yeah so this is tonight.  Yes compassion is real. No there is no grey.