Back to the start

Well it has almost been a year and it has taken me some time to get back to writing about what is going on in my life. Towards the end I just started posting pictures. I didnt event give them a title I just posted them and that was it that. Well I will try not to do that too much. Sometimes I guess I figure the picture is enough. Tonight Im watching deer hunter. Didnt know too much about it but I know now why it won awards. It would be what most people would call a war movie. Terrible thing what war does. ANyway I’ve been doing that and working on this at the same time. I dont even feel like I have been living lately. Working during the week and on the weekends doesnt do too much for me being able to make much of my life. I must clarify something or at least change my view. I once was a person that said kids were not for me. THat having children was not in my cards. Over the past years I would say that that feeling isnt there. I think it was more of a fear of thinking what would I do with a kid. I guess we all have that some time or another. Marriage I think would also be one of those things I would say what do I know the son of divorce. I guess I could tell you what not to do. I think being older I would do better at it. had a little time to think about it. mmmm